4 am

November 2, 2012

It’s 3:43 am. I guess my sleeping pattern/body clock’s fucked up again. So much for waking up at a uniform time for work. Gotta have that fixed.

Also, I’m getting the urge to paint my nails.

What would it be like to see things differently? To not live in a little box, concerned with only me? What would it be like to legitimately care about someone else? What would it be like putting another person’s interest before yours?

I’ve said it before, and I’ve said it again, I am a selfish person. My parents made it clear, I made it clear, my life has made it clear.

I can’t imagine how people would want to be with a selfish person. That’s just horrible.